This is my college days 10 years, to join the IT technology is also my first 10 years.'ve Always wanted to do something to the experience of the past review and reflection, in order to better into the future, but the total did not pen. CSDN just held ; tells the story of a programmer, a longer period, 10 years after graduating from university students over the same period the large difference between the situation, people sigh vagaries of fate.
I recorded the footprints of my life, because a long time, some things I remember very clearly, but I try to record the real situation at that time, I'm interested to see the people of this long article, please consider me a piece of life in you and me, along with emotions, with the extraordinary efforts , I believe there will be a lot of our emotional communication across time and space.
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sequence from 1994 to 2003, unwittingly, I have immersed the world of computer technology for a decade. One philosopher said: If a person can study a decade dedicated to a science, or learning a trade, or engage in a professional, he must become an expert in this field. I mediocre talent, But the words of philosopher is justified. I used the first ten years become a qualified programmer, then become a focus of University computer science university teachers. decades of sword, when I look back, Love water, such as youth song!
my parents are in the city of civilians, his family only enough food and clothing, I think I may represent a large class of Chinese society and youth, my experience with the experience of a number of conditions may not be a good youth program have implications for staff: if they work hard, good talent is poor and the environment can be overcome. because I am not cattle, so I can not teach you how to become a cow, I just try to write my true experience and feelings, writing an ordinary person's efforts to process. I am a software developer and proud of my career engaged in teaching and educating proud and willing to make the software industry in China has been behind the meager power of, for, my life without regret!
divided into three parts I think about my life experiences:
Part One: Learning Life: The main thing I learned computer technology experience and feelings about the time span from 1994 to 1996;
medium-length: Hard Life: The main track is my current social, unemployment year and a half, three times a study section of the painful experience; time span is approximately from 1997 to 1999;
NEXT: Practical Life: The main technical practice my experience: working in the company, software development, graduate employment and teaching career, the time span is 1999 ~ 2003.
What is a computer?
I was born in China in the early seventies that generation, so we grew up Start reading, ** is over, relative to our brother, from the beginning of our generation, born after children can be more formal education, which is where we are lucky.
that is, when our primary school , the late seventies, the United States for technical resource center of computer technology began to develop rapidly around the globe, then it is a worldwide breakthrough at a time when Bill Gates is preparing to build his Microsoft empire tomorrow.
the late seventies and early eighties, in our lives, do not see the shadow of that computer technology, just reform and opening up China, more than 99% of people with is showing an exuberant vitality, which is a national disgrace in the experience of years, then ten years after the initial setbacks, like some old songs --- , who was then a young spirit and positive reflection. Under such circumstances, the growing number of our youth, in the subconscious there is a very profound impact, we believe that patriotism is a matter of course with the rejuvenation of China , and became the main driving force to study (Oh, and now some of the people with great power, I do not see anything wrong, at least I will not have now experienced by this group of young people feeling very confused).
1986 Guilin, I was admitted to a key high school - - Guilin school, where I first saw a computer.
1. high school computer interest groups
1987 school year I read High School in Guilin, Guangxi is the focus of high school, conditions were better, at school, extra-curricular arrangements two classes: radio classes and computer classes, I went to computer classes, then use the computer is Apple II, with the Basic programming. remember that China has developed a computer the same grade, called the Chinese learning machine, to to promote primary and secondary schools, but the Apple II was later developed into a well-known Mac series, and has its own operating system, and China the Chinese learning machine, there was the Sundance Kid and other computer learning machine, are inconclusive.
school arranged on the machine, and some students do not know where hosts some interesting Basic program, what a thick one, a number of knock-on to the computer to run, and I would not be only on the side to see copies.
that time very few people will be the computer, I told the teacher do not understand how the exam had no idea when. Oh, then I graduate work, in the line to see a high school student with the VB series in Luoyang, a immeasurably.
1989 年 ** unrest, Guangxi entrance quota of about 7,000 by the intense competition in order to get a dozen people, due to pressure, sleep on the eve of my entrance, the next day take a language, 120 points exam papers were only 68 points, and therefore missed the key universities. want to repeat this, but parents are afraid my test into next year, be sure to let me read Guangxi University, I am extremely reluctant to obey the wishes of their parents, went to my do not like school, I do not like reading a professional. afraid of the wrong man, I start school after graduating from university I like the professional, took almost five to six years before moving over to become a qualified real workers, and take a long detour, so the decision of the parents lack of experience and determination of the children concerned, is really very important.
now think of it, parents were right, I have Yes that are in the age and social environment of natural selection.
2. failed initial four-year college and work as **
to enter university after the first batch of undergraduate students, we learned two years ; ** storm of reflection Oh, also did not learn, but I seem destined to be inextricably with the Basic, and later articles, I would say practice, I use the Basic Development
college My major is the power system automation, learned Microcomputer Principle and Fortran, the machine occasionally also the way the old terminal, a host computer (called the L / F machine), I am on the machine is really a mess, because I never learn this course in, but also never learn before. some students very powerful, will use the computer to print out a lot of beautiful pictures (of course now looks very rough, dot matrix printer to play), I was to call these people who had cattle.
not remember if I wrong, do the new super king Siu Leung also Guangxi University, but not our department, I remember I had already heard about the matter several computers cattle, estimated that he had it, if I am wrong, Mr. Liang Zhaoxin Please correct me. at the undergraduate period, I am more interested in the computer is a mystery. It also shows that I can not become a cattle man and master limited talent.
Later, I found a general rule, if a computer's cattle and Master, please go looking through their biographies, show the vast majority had been exposed during the course of their talent. And we are now Chinese universities, so many undergraduates are in for the exam, study section, test prop, test G and bustle, this spoon-feeding the exam-oriented education system, stifling the creativity of many students. The result is a student in the university reading the more serious errors to be greater the impact, I used the time to reflect on for years to arrive at this conclusion. So, ten years the number of Chinese universities to several hundreds of thousands of undergraduates will not get outstanding talent to write Linux kernel is not surprising.
1993 year I graduated, I concluded with a passage , it is: a piece of paper come in a paste out of the brain.
after graduation I was assigned to a known The students are taught about good life, many not previously thought of the social phenomenon of stunned me, young and fit led to wearing shoes, yet can only swallow. ate the life of a sap, I know, I have sheets in addition to Diploma, nothing is!
At the time, I am most depressed is what my company will not do that, a motor burned out I do not know how to start flute repair, the company boss in the office light is off, and learn Students of electricity shocked I spent half an hour because I do not know where! as I learned not usable. At first I thought it was because I did not seriously study in school, but later asked a lot of students are more than 90% feel the same way, now I finally realize that this is not just my fault, I think they are very hard in school, never lazy before, but if 90% of the students have learned not to serve the community, this kind of education system must problems.
four years, my computer knowledge and skills = 0!
now look, I wasted four years of valuable time! but then the environment and the level of awareness, so be it, no the original waste, how can treasure later? This is an inevitable stage of life.
theoretical study of two long time
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from the computer training I started first job after graduation unit is a very poor business, where I experience almost all the shortcomings of China's poor business: staffing, cliques, stab in the back, Sungongfeisi hh. can imagine, in such enterprises, how decadent person. I After being in the boring time for half a year one day in April In 1994 I went to Guilin, the Xinhua Bookstore to buy books, see the Guilin Institute of Electronic Technology organized a computer training teachers to teach typing, layout, use of common DOS commands and other computer based , all right anyway, as classes to learn a lot on it. wanted to talk about is such a course, but fundamentally influenced my way of life.
I clearly remember when I first on the machine, even the computer switch can not find where the teacher holding a five-inch floppy disk, insert the floppy drive, turn on the power, in a fit of a few keys, the computer silent for a while, suddenly out of a villain on screen, appear the words: happy to learn computer, but also heard the music. I was really shocked, how could the computer to sing? now think of it , that is Taiwan's Chung-series software teaching software, and I am a university undergraduate students, after graduation, the computer actually ignorant to this point, I really do not know whether to laugh or to cry hh!
saying goes: love at first sight. e-faculty: teacher and Yin Chen. they told us DOS, speaking Chinese character input, tell them how to modify the days it will sink in the Chinese character system to run on a floppy disk, about typing layout hh, a month later, I do not meet, but also for a month.
in the course of time, I want to come to the teacher Guilin University of Electronic Technology four-year undergraduate computer applications training programs, home, a list of all undergraduate courses according to pre-course introduction on the book, drew a huge tree program, start from the roots to determine a local eating, learning computer skills from scratch. computer sciences has a strong series of, to step is likely to learn not understand, but step by step and can not keep up with the pace of technological development, this is a very prominent issue. I now think of it, feel good learning is: laying the foundation theory, in practice, develop an understanding of theory, to think more enlightened, you will find an endless stream of new technology, there are many things that there has been constant. take this thing to connect to maintaining the status quo. This The basic principle of software development and theory, the basic ideas and methods! in my object-oriented theory for a more in-depth study and grasp, I learn. net only took three months to be fully independent to the design of a complete object software architecture, and mixed with VB.net and C # language to make it out. For J2EE, I also have this confidence, but also with the three months, will be able to develop and design software based on J2EE platform, as based on computer technology behind them is the same, can comprehend by analogy.
Chen Yin teachers and may not know that they opened a training course may be to economic benefits, and finally actually breed a master computer! Therefore, As a teacher, the responsibility is really significant and may affect the student's life, I am grateful to them!
2. long and arduous path of learning
I was only a hundred dollars a month's wages income, more than half of income used to buy books go up. Institute of Electronic Engineering at the door of the technology bookstore, and Guilin technology bookstore, as I most often to system, computer theory, IBMPC assembler programming, C programming hh these materials to start school according to a predetermined plan.
said I was not clear why to learn these things, not like the students to learn everything now has a strong utilitarian: to go abroad to learn English, learn computer to Haozhaogongzuo. was simply not thought about how how the future is interested in computer technology itself
push me to learn the book was not as now, the computer This flutter-day cover, I have read that I can get almost every book of the computer, read some books, particularly want to have a place on the machine, can be practicing a practice. but I am a hundred dollars a month income, a how have computers a few thousand dollars, to eat or drink for five or six years before saving enough money, parents are ordinary people, his family was only food and clothing, with a computer really has become my greatest dream.
to have the opportunity to on the machine, my thin skinned people who are too busy to think what will be, with a box of floppy disk holds a variety of software, the cheek may be the place to find that on the machine. At this time, once again of Electronic Technology helped me, and their room is not strictly managed, and I pretending to be their students to buy tickets on the machine. then went to far, and there teachers are familiar with this face me, but funny is not actually I know which one class!
Electronics Institute at the LAN operating system with Novell, where I learned to use many of the most basic software, is still familiar: CPAV, Turbo Pascal 5.5, UCDOS, TWAY (days Hui Chinese Character System), Masm, TurboC2.0, there is the famous Norton's Disk Doctor NDD, PCTOOLS, Borland's most memory-resident software cattle SideKick, hh
Institute of room in the electronics, I also play Classic Games: Age of Reckoning China Sea, Adventure Island, Tomahawk, three hh.
school network in the software a lot, but the virus has infected a wide variety. my memories is the first time I met Dir II virus, the feeling Never fear, but joy, Oh, I see what kind of virus it! the DOS kernel is open, so the development of a virus program was relatively easy, and everyone like to use a floppy disk copy to copy to, the results of drug sources spread of the virus makes the anti-virus software has been rampant huge market, and now the famous Jiangmin KV series, that is, when the market began to occupy the Chinese anti-virus, along with rivals such as Ministry of Public Security of the Kill, Rising, Kingsoft, are all later persons.
time, I work in the company during the day to look forward to the night on the machine, the machine every time I have a detailed plan, because the machine precious, so cherish its duties.
to the machine can knock some more procedures, I bite, the mother of two hundred dollars, bought a computer learning machine, home spent learning English fingering and Wubi input at home that day in front of the TV screen 14-inch , hit the keyboard at least 2 hours or more. trained in wrist pain, but finally reached the moving finger comfortably, the extent of flying. Learning Wubi, dorsal root, spent a week to back down, and to correspond with the fingers of each root, then do not consciously look at Chinese newspapers to have to split pieces, never see is a complete character you, then good as they got to play more than 60 per minute, word, and then I actually rely on it for a while when the typist fingertips bread where magic! Oh, that is done fingering, one on the machine, do efficiency doubled to knock in two hours and debug the program running to spend three hours than in the past more than knock.
94,95 the worst years of my condition, but the full two-year study period of momentum, the adverse external environment, but instead I created a high interest in learning, the kind of obsession, I want to love So much, maybe because I like computers, so I love and miss, that no one could do. :-(
I especially would like to say that I am learning computer technology book feel. If you really like a discipline, that the books in the eating of a professional book, it will never find it thick, but we think it is not thick enough. compared by me in this science feel the difference is really the original of this scientific study, the more things the more confused, and I study computer science in the process of slowly felt their knowledge of all strung a line, the brain has a knowledge tree growing This is not an adjective, is really feeling. I learned DOS commands, learn the truth for a long time unknown, is to wake up one morning inspired, suddenly understanding the concept of the tree file, so to truly grasp the DOS command meaning, began to Copy, Format, Movehh these English words be getting. for some time, I can even feel my knowledge in the growing! If time can have a relatively stable objective conditions: for example, have a readily available computer Then I will learn faster and better. But then again, when conditions are good, people are likely to ease the tired, but slow progress. is an old saying goes: industry, diligence and neglected in play. Now many of the students material conditions is great, but do not know how to cherish.
Then I saw Mr. Jin Yong's kinds of perseverance, the final registration information to the extremely ordinary! Jin Yong is really wonderful pen! read this novel I do not know how many times.
most memorable years of my school program, I learn C language is used Transplantation and Hemopurification the . I always asked to write out the procedures on paper, and then race against time on a machine running in the computer debugging, and run the results based on thinking why is not functioning properly, where something goes wrong, how to correct, after the machine has a summary. is the way I put Transplantation and Hemopurification the the number of programmers in China!
after I learned C language, they begin to want to do something. I spent a month's time, written by C program a Chinese drop-down menu, the font from the UCDOS Chinese extract the lattice, and in graphics mode knock into. Afterwards, I read the WPS file compiled program (when DOS, WPS typing layout is the dominance of Qiu Bojun, Word, where I do not know at that time too! , Bao Yueqiao other programmers as an outstanding representative of the first generation of China, was my idol), I also wrote a small program to draw simple graphics, from programming and debugging process, I got the initial training of basic programmers. I Nobody had to teach, to meet all kinds of difficulties can only be themselves, to find a BUG, dreaming all night programming, and now some of the students, the program pass, immediately ask the teacher, and even students to send to my program E-mail and told me to help him transfer process! some computer science students, school for four years, the total number of code four years struck fear no more than 2 thousand lines!
Indeed, I was low level, the current undergraduate much stronger than I was, but at least one thing many of them not as good as me, they as good as my hard work, not with my perseverance, I think this is now born in the eighties these students lack most of the stuff.
year and a half of the time I finished the basic self-study computer the main course (except for a larger share. But I twice participated 96,97 programmer level exams, although I have a lot of programming practice, but still pass, it now appears, this reflects the fact: I am simply a bad theory, talent does not high. Until now, I still basic theory of pain is not good on my computer so I can become a computer scientist, but can only be a good software engineer.
from 95 onwards, my life began to accelerate down , my company because I now call it by a group of hooligans in insects and confused people to horrendous, with more than 100 yuan monthly salary can be guaranteed, so I had to leave the company to file a release to the talent exchange centers to start my life of four years of social floating hh.
in the past four years, I have done no less than four or five work: worked as a salesman, had been a typist, worked as teacher training, repair a computer, engaged in the service, and even put off stall hh, all in all, very simple to order to have something to eat. Life is tough, tough talk, and my only hobby is retired and sit the book to pick up my computer view. At that time my eldest brother said: what you learn with these things? be relied eat? not surprised this view, that lack of information in our place, then who would have thought there would be such a big computer technology the ability to change society? I did study hard, simply to escape mental confusion, forget the ocean in the technical troubles of life. I was a famous saying: Why grief, only computers. others as a joke, but it is a true portrayal of my time.
everything has two sides, bad things to the extreme, will be transformed for the better. is a very casual thing, changed my life path.
1996, I, Yang, a high school classmate admitted to the Graduate Department of Computer Science, Hunan University, inviting guests to eat pickled fish hot pot. In all drinking, Yang raised a question: Let us say a their most want to achieve. My classmates big Guangxi most of them on a national key university, graduating three years now, we all have our own society's understanding of life, so there is a variety of answers, I had the answer: day to develop a good software, so many people can spend it. So like the computer, why not Kaoyan it? For ah, why not try it? night I lay in bed, not how to determine the need to Entrance Examination to the idea. but how was I did not expect, study section of the road became Another torturous road of no return. far-reaching impact on my life hh
This is my early career learning, deeply reflect characteristics of the times in China. this time of my life is hardship, the mood is depressed , but the passion for learning is unparalleled. Now I am a man with two Pentium computers available for Internet access to rich resources, but is technically difficult inch into. more and feel old saying that goes:
difficulties and hardships greatness!
This is the truth of life!
PubMed failure
first decision Kaoyan, I'd like to buy the relevant information, remove the dust when the waste has been a long time almost paper sold college textbooks, student life began.
test where the university? is my first consideration.
another high school classmate was also prepared that something is a computer, he called the Guangxi Normal graduate.
parents are advised me to also test or my alma mater, Guangxi Normal University Guangxi University graduate student, said it was a good test is much more, you can also walk between the Trustee. But my people are very stubborn, I mixed for 4 years, West, learned nothing, I went there to do? I thought of the dream of high school, decided to directly test Beijing's colleges and universities. Of course, the Peking University Tsinghua University is the unthinkable, to work on a few social years, I have a few kilograms, after all, know their two, but dozens of colleges and universities in Beijing, should one not work? I can not listen to the words of parents, I go its own way, responsible for their own their own destiny, so I insisted to test Beijing's schools.
friends know about it surprised me, for 4 years, the school's knowledge and have forgotten about it, want to test Beijing's school directly, the difficulty of the large, believe that many people think I'm a slim chance of success. The fact proved that their view is right, but not all right, because there is no absolute in this matter.
At this time, I was working a private company, so during the day work in the evening to burn the midnight oil, less than 12 points every night without a break.
after six months of review, I attended the January 1997 national postgraduate entrance examination results came out, I specialized course no problem, but only got 44 math points, no doubt, fallen off.
This was a blow, but I do not have much impact.
At this time, my hour's aunt lives next door to Guilin, she said that her daughter (I-hour playmates, but also folks) last year s test, but also did not before, she had read in the Beijing Institute of Clothing undergraduate, graduate points back to a state-owned enterprises in Liuzhou, Guangxi, working a year later that something was not admitted later, she to quit the job, specifically the students went home in Beijing on Kaoyan .97 year review of her success.
heard such news to me is a great encouragement. I think she's a girl younger than me successful, why not? I would like to contact her on the way, in the study section later years, she gave me great help, get me the information I asked the results to help, write to me, encouraged me to persist dripping down hh
the subject of grace, when the springs to report.
NPC world are only ; timely help help people. This world is full of too many bad things, I should try to add some good things to them, even look how small
In 1997 my brother studies at the Beijing Central Academy of Fine Arts, I decided next year that something was so resigned from the work of a private computer company, in the end of June came to Beijing, was admitted to a hostel in the Big Brother to July .6 I learn computer repair at Beihang University, in July to participate in Chen Wendeng study section of the class teacher and stay until mid-September, I was back to Guilin.
Beijing Central Academy of Fine Arts was moved to the northwest corner of the West, eight room, I big brother live together in student dormitory. know a lot of art from around the country to engage students older brother, I love them with those who engage in the arts, to see their colorful, vivid paintings, and design sophisticated some manual work, is a beautiful experience. with our engineering than their is another way of thinking.
7 months, older brother to return to Guilin. in the back to Guilin, I helped him and his classmates We went to Zhongguancun electronics market to buy three computers in one breath, was the most prosperous of the electronic market is the Zhongguancun electronics market, which is now North Pacific, where the computer malls. At that time in the bustling electronics market, so the fire, and that I have in Guangxi never seen and never think of. everywhere in the street holding one printer, scanner, carrying a person, the same as selling computer accessories as cabbage, this is my famous feel personally felt the pulse of China's IT industry.
brother went back, I am a person stay in Beijing, riding a broken bike cars visiting the most famous universities in China: Beijing University and Tsinghua University, Peking University Weiming Lake on the picturesque lotus fragrance everywhere, Tsinghua flat lawn's show demonstrate a plain magnanimous mind. separated by a wall, inside and outside schools, that is, two different atmosphere, faceless like, made me this twenty-year-old bumpkin Guangxi Nothing was impressed. < br> living together, one in Hubei, one in the Northeast, one in Sichuan, to the same goal, we came together from different places, I really felt was a so many fellow travelers, I was in China hundreds of thousands of candidates in which a humble days.
remember that we need to go to the auditorium to listen to Northern Jiaotong University, People's Congress Sony Ericsson group's political class teacher, a thousand people packed the auditorium to be, even the aisles are sitting with people. the teacher The front of the podium filled with all kinds of tape recorders, more than a hundred feet from students around the country holding the bottle of mineral water chestnut Xin, the hottest July in Beijing, sweat in taking notes! this days, I have spent seven laptop! this atmosphere, I had never seen before in Guangxi. I thought I had enough hard work, and to Beijing Kaoyan classes to look, simply nothing. < br> Chen Wendeng math teacher ...
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